[Sunday, December 11, 2005 . jungle adventure 2005]

i am so thankful to the Lord that i went for this camp. During the course of this whole children's church camp, i gained a lot of things, especially in my spiritual walk. First of all, i was so encouraged to see sean desire so much more of God, to want to fear Him more, to want to see visions, and just love Him more. As for sean tay, i thank God for giving Him the gift of seeing visions even at such an age. And for them to just be so innocent and real in their faith really encouraged me to know that even though i felt so dry, just because i am already past 12 doesn't mean that i can't just draw back to Him to have child-like faith, so simple yet real. And i have learnt really a lot from the them. And it's really just so encouraging to see so much of God in their lives, even more than many of us. And if i had never went for this camp, i wouldn't have known that these children love God so much, that even those who don't usually sing in children's church actually really sang with all their hearts.
I also realised that there's so much to pray for them, so i won't have any excuse to continue having unsaid prayers. And though it wasn't like how we usually expect it to be so powerful and all, come to think of it, i felt that God has changed me, and no matter how little that might have been, i still thank him for that. And i was just trying to play the piano just now with the chords my brother got from Christian just now, i really could feel the difference if i tried to play it just as a song and when i played it as an act of worship, that even my mother's colleague who was on the phone and heard me playing could tell my mother that she can hear that it is the Spirit leading. And thank God for her, she plays for God, as the Spirit leads and she's willing to teach me. And i thank God for so many teachers, Rena, Dorothy, Amanda, Anadee, Alicia, Christian and Samuel.

shout unto God with a voice of triumph!
11:28 PM   ------